Post no.4

I don't know what to do. Right now, I feel unhappy and I just want to die. Why didn't I figure this out before? I should have known it. She was just making a fool of me. Maybe I'm just too good and kind? Maybe because I always give and get nothing in return? A friendship should be something funny and beautiful, but in fact, that's the worst thing I've ever been through. I know, say I'm an idiot and there will be no hard feelings. It's very painful. How could she do this to me? Twisted little rat. And yes, so is my grandma. I dislike her so much! She's really mean to me. I hope I won't have to see her this week, because I've got a lot of problems to solve.